these past few weeks taught me a lot in a hard way. I guess I had my lesson learned. I broke up with my man, I got into fight with my parents, I got my plan cancelled in short notice, I got my card blocked accidentally, and I got to mess with the airline officers due to my cancellation flight and refund. Oh my week. I hate bureaucracy here in my country, not to mention about the terms and conditions they apply which is very detrimental us as clients.

but I’m not a whiner, maybe I go down for quite some times then I shall raise and put the pieces back together. I tend to do something useful than fall down for too long. I hate being down actually. I build the effort to turn my emotion into something workable and that’s how it worked for me since I’m able to think about myself.

if you, yeah you the man I was with, ever stumble on this post, I assure you I don’t like to be taken care as a fragile child. I liked your attention and passion, in fact I lust over them and I missed them but then again you may want to consider me as a grown up for sure. Be very careful to do not make another person as your favorite pet who should be kept in your cage.

10 months ago